Mostly I am perfectly content working on remodeling projects and talking to my wiener dogs. Just leave me alone! As I get older, my ability to tolerate people's nonsense becomes lower and lower. This is unless your agreement states that you must pay a certain amount. If I didn't have to work, I would only leave my house to get food. I'm done. Whoa. But I don't. You must be very rich and very lucky to b able to travel the world seeing the stones. But your family needs you. My sister is the same way. My social anxiety was ruining my life and I wasn't living the way I should be. Please try reading the Bible, New Testament, to start, and try to find a warm, loving church. Because i am getting very upset with the looks and stares im getting off people. Overcoming this will have its good and bad days. Please give me advice. However, thinking about your unfortunate past will only instigate the feeling of bitterness and sadness. I hated it. I don’t care about new clothes or gadgets. Maybe your introverted and need more introverted people. Remember to visit a dermatologist once you've completed the quiz, and talk to them about your answers. I don't want to leave the house . Listen carefully. It gets more in depth too because when Im home I also don't want to shower, get dressed, or get wet (I live in a beautiful beach area and love swimming) but the thought of going to the beach and getting wet sorta means wiping away the cloak of safety I need over me now. Forget Her is the new must-read sci-fi thriller by novelist Holly Riordan that will keep you on the edge of your seat! Remorse. Thanks for that and whoever u r hope u r well. . Since you haven’t been socializing much, your mind starts wandering. I wasted too many years of my own life trying to please others and be what THEY wanted me to be. Incredibly depressed. We were always late. My boyfriend at the time had started doing IV drugs and that's why I left him. I thought so but then no one's this unique so there has to be others like me? Like "I don't want to do this anymore." I don't want to live in my house anymore. Wanting to do things but can't because of x y z. Even alone. You wonder whether you’re screwed up somehow, whether there is something about you that’s broken. Same arguments. I’m not sure if I’ll do it or not but you are a big help.. She's paying me $100 dollars a week to do so. I'm not lonely because I prefer to be alone. Reply. So I send him to take the kids to see my parents and I tell him I'll catch up with them but I never end up going. My little sisters an absolute brat with my dad being an activator. I told her to stop but she continued. God made you. I used to make my children almost sick anytime we were going to any events (basketball, softball, tennis, swimming). Last week I had to leave the farm—for four days and three nights. I take care of the house and fix all meals, but never want to leave. Don’t get me wrong, I am able to leave the house. You don’t see much of a point in washing your hair or doing your makeup or inserting your contacts. Again, he’s over 60. Do you want a divorce or separation? You stop performing basic rituals. Am I supposed to be single? I don't want to go anymore! Sorry for your pain. There are people I know that have chosen to live in an apartment and invest in travelling around and seeing the world. 2. Please note: This quiz is not meant to diagnose patients with HS. It’s the place I go when you annoy the hell out of me or I’m angry. If not then don't worry, with today's technology you really don't have to leave the house unless you want to. I never know when my next plan will be my last, and I'm not going to waste my life sitting inside hoping to die, because the truth is, we all will, we don't know when, and when we do- we will wish we had more time. Discussion in 'Teen Pregnancy' started by Lydiarose, Jul 21, 2010. Seeing you reply to a comment 5 years later made me feel a weird feeling that felt good. Even if you usually hate leaving your house, being cooped up for too long will make you desperate for human interaction. SHARE. You are very special to God, your family, your friends, your community and the world. I know I’m 1 year late but I hope you figured things out with your girlfriend or if not atleast moved on and happy now. Doctors are wonderful. I as well signed up to reply to your comment. Those tickets sell out at the speed of light too! But doctors need to eat and so does everyone else. I do not know what is wrong with me. Vonny Registered User. I don't know what to do. She is doing very well now. When pimple-like bumps or boils start showing up in areas where skin rubs together, you may question what’s going on with your body. I’ve experienced so much hurt and emotional trouble in my life, that for several months now, I flirt with the idea of just never leaving my home unless I absolutely have to. I simply hate going anywhere, even if it's on a date, or to the mall, or to the beach with my friends. 4. Holidays are chaotic and expensive. That is if I do make it somewhere, I can never get anywhere on time. Something could have happened when you were young. For many month You won’t only be jealous of people who are out having a good time. My family all sees me as a person that has to stay home and help my parents retire but I don't want to do that. Sometimes the right person can make you want to be on time and go with them maybe your husband didn't find the really happy unique person you are and someone else will. This can even be someone at Walmart that I just met, I can stand and talk for 2 or 3 hours. I leave my house about once a week to every other week - with the longest has been not leaving my house for a month. The world is beautiful. I am the same way it felt like I was reading your post like I had written it myself. What do I do? I go there Sunday nights and come back Friday nights. Favorite Answer. Good luck lol, Im so happy for you though honey, really, just great.... Hey! I have lived with my guy for 8 years and for the most part he accepts it, but every now and then he'll get really angry about it. 2) I dont go out of the house except when I have to go to work. ‘I don’t want to live anymore but I’m scared to die’ is one of the most-searched mental illness confessions on Google. it’s gotten to the point where I don’t want to leave my house anymore or check the news, Government, fires, shootings, cancer..... wtf else you got for us!!! I'm 23, and I noticed about 2 years ago that even visiting a friend for an hour feels like my teeth are being pulled. You haven’t let them know what’s been going on with you. 11 Comments Share 1 . I have been with my fiance 4 years. Or maybe your bored. God loves you. My whole family is sick and tired of it, as it has been going on now for almost 10 years. I have been learning the Hebrew calendar and it I think will bring order to every day life. my name is luthando been staying with my boyfriend for 8 years , we have a 4 years old beautiful boy, the problem started when he always went out to drink and come home late , he will come back swear at me and hit me , he controls me and always threathened to kill him self when i leave him. Hi there! Your story made me smile, and I'm happy that you are now happy and back living life! But I’m not in love anymore. I have been with him for 15 years and married for 8 and we have 10 year old twins. So I became a chef. You know you can’t keep isolating yourself. Today at 6:28 AM CUT IT OUT! 6. Anyway this has it triggered me that walking and hiking always helps me. It’s not like anyone is going to judge you, because no one is going to see you. I avoid people. 4) I am always insecure at my job and I dont feel confident , I feel the project will fail al the time. I feel so badly for you. Trust me, everyone in there will, in one way or other, have been put through the wringer by the same evil entity that is trying so hard to hurt you. What's wrong with me? 4 Answers. And every comment I seen on here today I can relate to and it made me feel less adnormal when I knew other people felt the same way I'm scared to tell anyone in case they judge me and then the spotlight will be on me and then more pressure to do things . I think I left my house only 3 times in 2017. 10 mins of arguing later and finally get to another point which is now revealed that it's too far to travel. Im sick of trying to explain to my friends why our fridge is filled with beer, house smells of smoke, and why there's holes in door. The person who posted this question is MissKitty6. Is this weird? It’s the place I go when you annoy the hell out of me or I’m angry. I do wish the world would stop thinking it was just a magic time of year to get gifts. I am beginning to say to her things I feel terrible about. I don't want to leave my house. Isn't that pathetic. I rarely leave my house. Thank you. Not sure where my life is headed or where I am going. I know I make lame excuses and I dont feel like travelling as i think i have to spend money. The last year has been the worst I have ever been I have to force my self to even take my daughter to the dr. She was in a horrible accident in feb. and in the hospital and rehab for 2 months . Because I’ve searched it myself. Submit your writing to be published on Thought Catalog. Guest Posted on 30-01-2014 at 4.58PM . 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